How Did You...?

"you had all of them on your side, didn't you? you believe in all your lies, didn't you?
The ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now he made you believe.
The ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end to the cattle he deceives.
The raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everything he sees, now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease.

How did you get so big?

How did you get so strong?

How did you get so hard?

How did you get so long?

You had to give them all a sign, didn't you?
You had to covet what was mine, didn't you?
The ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies, maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize, maybe it's a part of me you took to a place I hoped it would never go and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'll ever know.

How did you get so big?

How did you get so strong?

How did you get so hard?

How did you get so long?

What you gave to me my perfect ring of scars. You know I can see what you really are. You didn't hurt me nothing can hurt me. You didn't hurt me nothing can stop me now"

.Forever.

I Say Days and days comes months. I Say Months and months comes years and Years comes Ages….Never has anyone seen me, never do I appear. You will never see me, and yet I am here, I still pretend. Oh, nothing can happen more than once? But all things must happen one day. Looking and feeling all the glory wasted and meanness actions. But don’t worry Son! I promise you one day in which you will say…End?

Smile

"Sometimes...I think I'am Happy Here...sometimes, and yet I still pretend"

--- I just do what I've been told....and as always is not for me, But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do ---

"All those signs I knew what they meant, And now I'm dreaming I'm staring at the walls waiting for The real possibility that I may meet you in my dreams"

"I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why?...why?, why can't it be..., why can't it be mine"

"Please forgive me If I act a little strange For I know not what I do, but I'm not a perfect person. There are many things I wish I didn't do but I continue learning."

"I miss you already I miss you always this is how I feel but, Don't it make me smile?"

"I thought you were a friend, but guess what in this glorified version...I Hate You
And again...it's all...right where it belongs"